Friday, May 3, 2013

Filled Up with Grace

Below is a journal entry I wrote to my children November 12, 2010.

Jensen & Noelle,

I remember when you were Lauren's age - and just like she does now - you pretty much thought I was perfect. Then around age 11 or 12, Jensen began pointing out things that I would do wrong. And I recall being sad that the magical days of childhood "when Mom was perfect" were over! Obviously you know now that I never was, and someday Lauren will know, too.

To Jensen, Noelle, & Lauren: it's good to KNOW and ADMIT you aren't perfect. Perfect people don't have a need for Jesus. I need him more than I need anything else! I pray that you will always see others through eyes of GRACE. Sometimes it may be very hard to do. In those times, remember that you owe God a debt you can NEVER, EVER repay - and the gratitude you feel and the love you feel for Jesus will fill you up with grace for others.

I love you, Jensen. I love you, Noelle. I love you, Lauren.