Sunday, August 7, 2011
A Life Transformed
Below is Tavi's home.. it may not look like much (and yeah - it's not) but there are some very significant things about it. Most importantly, there used to be a spirit house at the entrance to her property. Food and drink offerings were placed in the spirit house daily to keep the bad spirits happy and comfortable so they wouldn't come into the main house. But Tavi no longer has a spirit house because she has put her faith in Jesus Christ! Check out the two crosses on the outside of her home now (one in red - and one above that in white)!
Below is a typical spirit house - with a food and drink offering, and incense - for the spirits. The vast majority of Cambodians practice Buddhism, and these spirit houses are not only outside of most homes; but also outside countless places of business - from restaurants to hotels, etc. In fact, all 3 hotels we stayed in had spirit houses throughout the property.
The business venture of byTavi was named after Tavi (pronounced tuh-VEE). She works very hard to make beautiful products for us here in America - and she puts her money to good use. Tavi is a widow who has already lost her husband and one child to AIDS. Tavi is also HIV positive and she is now able to purchase the medicine needed to prolong her life and keep her children in school.
With her hard-earned money Tavi is also able to make home improvements! (see picture below) Impressive? Maybe not at first glance, but many Cambodians live outside/under their homes during the day. This area was formerly all dirt - which means it was often very muddy during rainy season. Tavi saved her own money, through her sewing job with CGI, and had all of this paved. This kind of home improvement was formerly impossible! Tavi's life has been transformed - materially, yes - physically, yes. But most importantly, she will now be in Heaven for all eternity because of her faith in Jesus Christ.
Just look at the JOY she exudes - an undeniable example of a life transformed!
Monday, July 18, 2011
A Lesson in Humility
I'm taking you all the way back to our team's arrival on July 12 at around 11pm in Phnom Penh. CGI's awesome Director of Operations, Theary (pronunced like we say 'Terry'), met us at the airport along with Chris Alexander. Theary is also our translator from Khmer to English and vice versa. Her husband is (or was?) a French amabassador and so we received the royal treatment! We were ushered right through customs without having to stop and wait in any lines. This was a big deal, especially when you are tired from 28+ hours of travel.
After we all found our luggage (and YES, it was all there - even with 3 plane changes - thank you, Lord), we headed for the van which would take us to our hotel. As we walked outside, we were bombarded by 13 beautiful, smiling "Daughters" who greeted us with huge hugs and beautiful flowers - much like Hawaiian leis. Not only this, but they quickly grabbed our luggage from us - and it was clear that it would be an insult to deny them this "privilege". Keep in mind - most of these girls are 12-16 years old!! Talk about a lesson in humility.
On the walk to the van, the girls practiced their English skills by asking, "What is your name?" And then answering the same with, "My name is.." It was a sweet sound in my ears to hear them saying, "Linda? Linda?" (Think Leenda..)And then all of us get very excited when we pronounce each others' name right - or at least close enough!
I can't fully describe what it's like to spend time with these precious girls, after all they have been through in their young lives, and they are so incredibly happy and open and loving. God is truly Jehovah-Rapha; our Healer. Praise you, Lord. There is none like you.
After we all found our luggage (and YES, it was all there - even with 3 plane changes - thank you, Lord), we headed for the van which would take us to our hotel. As we walked outside, we were bombarded by 13 beautiful, smiling "Daughters" who greeted us with huge hugs and beautiful flowers - much like Hawaiian leis. Not only this, but they quickly grabbed our luggage from us - and it was clear that it would be an insult to deny them this "privilege". Keep in mind - most of these girls are 12-16 years old!! Talk about a lesson in humility.
On the walk to the van, the girls practiced their English skills by asking, "What is your name?" And then answering the same with, "My name is.." It was a sweet sound in my ears to hear them saying, "Linda? Linda?" (Think Leenda..)And then all of us get very excited when we pronounce each others' name right - or at least close enough!
I can't fully describe what it's like to spend time with these precious girls, after all they have been through in their young lives, and they are so incredibly happy and open and loving. God is truly Jehovah-Rapha; our Healer. Praise you, Lord. There is none like you.
Thursday, July 14, 2011
Jesus - Name Above All Names
The following is a compilation of my own thoughts, and some from Chris Alexander, president of CGI, who is leading us on our trip here in Cambodia.
For the past two mornings, I have been awakened by a loudspeaker somewhere behind the hotel that is broadcasting the news of someone's death. It is difficult to explain in writing. The sound can literally be heard for miles and it goes on from dawn until after dark! I even held the phone out the first morning I was here for Mick and the kids to hear it - and they could hear it with no problem.
Chris's thoughts: It is a mournful song. It is also a chant. Mostly, I guess, it is sad and in a way epitomizes what it means to die in this place. It reminds me that this is a country where the vast majority of people are Buddhist. It also reminds me that this is a country where for most people there is little to fill life with hope. Karma is unforgiving and leaves no room for grace. The chant speaks to the end of life. It sings of a destiny that we all share but here there is always something missing..
Jesus.
As you read this, would you please take just a moment to pray for the people of the Kingdom of Cambodia? Pray specifically for the Good News of what God has done for all people through the gift of his Son to spread like wildfire through this land. Pray that their sadness will one day turn to joy as they share with us in the hope of eternal life!
If the Son sets you free, you are free indeed.
For the past two mornings, I have been awakened by a loudspeaker somewhere behind the hotel that is broadcasting the news of someone's death. It is difficult to explain in writing. The sound can literally be heard for miles and it goes on from dawn until after dark! I even held the phone out the first morning I was here for Mick and the kids to hear it - and they could hear it with no problem.
Chris's thoughts: It is a mournful song. It is also a chant. Mostly, I guess, it is sad and in a way epitomizes what it means to die in this place. It reminds me that this is a country where the vast majority of people are Buddhist. It also reminds me that this is a country where for most people there is little to fill life with hope. Karma is unforgiving and leaves no room for grace. The chant speaks to the end of life. It sings of a destiny that we all share but here there is always something missing..
Jesus.
As you read this, would you please take just a moment to pray for the people of the Kingdom of Cambodia? Pray specifically for the Good News of what God has done for all people through the gift of his Son to spread like wildfire through this land. Pray that their sadness will one day turn to joy as they share with us in the hope of eternal life!
If the Son sets you free, you are free indeed.
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
Be still my heart - I am in Cambodia!
I've been in Cambodia for less than 48 hours and I've already experienced so much that it's hard to know what to say. I have a feeling I'll be processing the impact of this trip long after I'm back in good ol' Indiana.
Yesterday, we visited a local school. Over 400 children came walking out of classrooms to greet us - and it didn't take long for them to RUN to hug us and want to play with us. Most of our team was in a large circle with many, many children. But I had the joy of spending time in a SMALL circle of about 8 boys and girls.
A couple of the girls - Palip and Nemeth - spoke pretty good English and I asked them if they all could sing a song for me. They said, "Yes!" And Nemeth said to me, "Are you Chrees-tian? Chrees-tian?" And I said, "Yes! I'm a Christian." And she was so excited - and asked, "Jesus Loves Me?" So these sweet school children sang Jesus Loves Me with motions and all - and I got it on video!
Palip is also part of a community kids program that two CGI interns (Ashton and Clarissa) have had going this summer, so I got to see her in the afternoon as well. About 40 kids came to play games and we helped them make tie dye shirts (is that how you spell tie dye?).. anyway, the kids would come to each station we had set up and we would say, "Hello. What is your name?" And they would tell us in English, "My name is...". They are all incredibly sweet and enjoy practicing their English skills with us.
That is a very SMALL glimpse of what has happened since I've been here. Good thing I'm journaling (thanks, Paulette!) because I'm afraid I wouldn't remember half of what we've done. We stay VERY busy and today will be no exception, so I better get going.
A verse that has been in my mind since standing in my driveway with Mick on Monday morning at 4am, is this:
From the rising of the sun to the place where it sets, the name of the LORD is to be praised.
It's night time in Indiana - the sun has set, but I am just starting my day here in Phnom Penh - the sun has risen. And I will be praising the Lord all through the day. I covet your prayers for me and my team.
Yesterday, we visited a local school. Over 400 children came walking out of classrooms to greet us - and it didn't take long for them to RUN to hug us and want to play with us. Most of our team was in a large circle with many, many children. But I had the joy of spending time in a SMALL circle of about 8 boys and girls.
A couple of the girls - Palip and Nemeth - spoke pretty good English and I asked them if they all could sing a song for me. They said, "Yes!" And Nemeth said to me, "Are you Chrees-tian? Chrees-tian?" And I said, "Yes! I'm a Christian." And she was so excited - and asked, "Jesus Loves Me?" So these sweet school children sang Jesus Loves Me with motions and all - and I got it on video!
Palip is also part of a community kids program that two CGI interns (Ashton and Clarissa) have had going this summer, so I got to see her in the afternoon as well. About 40 kids came to play games and we helped them make tie dye shirts (is that how you spell tie dye?).. anyway, the kids would come to each station we had set up and we would say, "Hello. What is your name?" And they would tell us in English, "My name is...". They are all incredibly sweet and enjoy practicing their English skills with us.
That is a very SMALL glimpse of what has happened since I've been here. Good thing I'm journaling (thanks, Paulette!) because I'm afraid I wouldn't remember half of what we've done. We stay VERY busy and today will be no exception, so I better get going.
A verse that has been in my mind since standing in my driveway with Mick on Monday morning at 4am, is this:
From the rising of the sun to the place where it sets, the name of the LORD is to be praised.
It's night time in Indiana - the sun has set, but I am just starting my day here in Phnom Penh - the sun has risen. And I will be praising the Lord all through the day. I covet your prayers for me and my team.
Sunday, July 10, 2011
Saying Goodbye... for now.
Back in February, I began this blog. But it was in April of 2010 that my heart was captured by Cambodia. And even though I haven't been there yet, it feels like my heart is already there - hence the title: I left my heart in.. Cambodia.
But today, it feels more like I am leaving my heart in Indianapolis. Below is a series of pictures with each precious member of my family whom I love and will miss dearly. I will be praying for each of you daily - and I picked out a specific scripture to pray for you, as well.
I love you! Linda/Mom
Mick: May the Lord crown your year with a bountiful harvest; so that even the hard pathways overflow with abundance. - Psalm 65:11 God has been good to you! I am so proud of the man you have become and I know that God will continue to make our "hard pathways" overflow with His abundance.
Jensen: May you consider your life as worth nothing to you unless you use it for finishing the work assigned to you by the Lord Jesus - the work of telling others the Good News about the wonderful grace of God. - Acts 20:24 God has poured out His grace on you. Soak it in daily - and go and share it with others!
Jordan: I pray that you will not be ashamed of the Good News about Christ. It is the power of God at work, saving everyone who believes! - Romans 1:19 Loving Christ is the most important thing you will ever do in life - giving you more joy than you can imagine.
Noelle: I pray that you will always be strong in the Lord. Let nothing move you away from your faith! Always work enthusiastically for the Lord, for you know that nothing you do for the Lord is ever useless. - 1 Corinthians 15:58 God has great plans to use you for His kingdom. Seek Him, love Him, be like Him and He will show you those plans! You are so precious in His sight - and mine.
Ben: The LORD is your light and your salvation; Whom shall you fear? The LORD is the strength of your life; Of whom shall you be afraid? - Psalm 27:1 No matter what happens in life, God is ALWAYS with you and you can always trust in Him.
Lauren: I pray that you will love the Lord your God with all your heart, soul, strength and mind. And that you will love others! - Luke 10:27 Jesus loves you so much and He want you to tell others about how much He loves them, too. God will use you to bring much healing and joy to hurting people in this world.
But today, it feels more like I am leaving my heart in Indianapolis. Below is a series of pictures with each precious member of my family whom I love and will miss dearly. I will be praying for each of you daily - and I picked out a specific scripture to pray for you, as well.
I love you! Linda/Mom
Saturday, July 2, 2011
A Broken and Contrite Heart
I was recently talking with a dear friend about my upcoming trip to Cambodia and as we talked, she realized something and said, "God's going to break your heart." Knowing she was right as I'd been feeling this very thing stirring inside me, I immediately responded with, "I need it." And our eyes filled with tears.
I don't want to go through life without passion and purpose. Jesus deserves so much more than that. I love Him!! But I want to love Him more.. and more.. and more.
I cannot tell you how thankful and humbled I am for the financial support that so quickly came my way - from family, friends, and even STRANGERS!!! Each and every one of you is a part of what God is going to do through me and TO ME in Cambodia. So THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart for your love, compassion, and prayers.
Speaking of prayers - our team could use all the prayers we can get. We know that God is already preparing specific encounters with specific people and we want to be so filled the with Holy Spirit that we don't miss a beat - and we don't miss a single God-ordained opportunity.
I hope you will "join me" in Cambodia in just over a week. I'll do my best to update the blog a few times while I'm there and include some photos if possible. I can't wait to see what God has planned!
The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart, O God, you will not despise. - Psalm 51:17
I don't want to go through life without passion and purpose. Jesus deserves so much more than that. I love Him!! But I want to love Him more.. and more.. and more.
I cannot tell you how thankful and humbled I am for the financial support that so quickly came my way - from family, friends, and even STRANGERS!!! Each and every one of you is a part of what God is going to do through me and TO ME in Cambodia. So THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart for your love, compassion, and prayers.
Speaking of prayers - our team could use all the prayers we can get. We know that God is already preparing specific encounters with specific people and we want to be so filled the with Holy Spirit that we don't miss a beat - and we don't miss a single God-ordained opportunity.
I hope you will "join me" in Cambodia in just over a week. I'll do my best to update the blog a few times while I'm there and include some photos if possible. I can't wait to see what God has planned!
The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart, O God, you will not despise. - Psalm 51:17
Monday, June 20, 2011
Join the Copper Club!
As you know, I am traveling to Cambodia in just a few more weeks to minister to women and girls who are at risk of, or have been formerly trafficked. The organization I am traveling with is CGI (The Center for Global Impact) and I am SUPER EXCITED about a new campaign they are launching called The Copper Club - unleashing the power of change.
I'm excited about it for 3 main reasons:
1. Everyone can join the club!
2. You will significantly impact the lives of the poor!
3. God will be glorified!
So just what is the Copper Club? ... Thanks for asking!
The Copper Club is a group of 1000 individuals (that's the goal) who are willing to give 1000 pennies (that's the copper) per month in order to empower the poor and bring glory to God. (In case you don't feel like putting on your thinking cap, that's just 10 bucks a month!!)
You know how most people won't stop to pick up a penny anymore? We don't really value our copper, do we? Well, sadly, most people don't really value the poor and needy in our world, either. Too often, we just look the other way and go on indulging ourselves without even realizing we're doing it.
Starbucks, anyone? Pedicure, much? Cable TV subscription? Ten bucks can give you unlimited texting on your cell phone, but it will give FREEDOM FROM OPPRESSION to a real, live young lady in Cambodia. Just TEN BUCKS.
My personal goal is not to find all 1000 of you - I am simply looking for TEN of you who are willing to commit to the Copper Club in the next 24 hours. Your commitment will enable CGI to continue their work in Cambodia where they truly EMPOWER women and girls by teaching them a valuable trade. These ladies then earn a living, gain self-confidence, and are free from the bondage of poverty and the risks of being trafficked. Even better than that is the exposure to the life-changing love of Jesus Christ through CGI - and through YOU!!!
If you are willing to become a member of the Copper Club, please visit this link:
https://app.etapestry.com/hosted/CenterforGlobalImpact/OnlineDonation.html
Simply enter $10 (or more) and select "monthly" for the frequency of giving.
I would appreciate it so much if you would comment on my blog, facebook page, send me an email, etc. to let me know you've joined the Club! When you make your first donation, you wil be added to CGI's e-newsletters and will have the joy of receiving updates about how your "copper" is unleashing the power of change in the lives of Cambodian women and girls.
Together we can carry the love of Christ around the world!
I'm excited about it for 3 main reasons:
1. Everyone can join the club!
2. You will significantly impact the lives of the poor!
3. God will be glorified!
So just what is the Copper Club? ... Thanks for asking!
The Copper Club is a group of 1000 individuals (that's the goal) who are willing to give 1000 pennies (that's the copper) per month in order to empower the poor and bring glory to God. (In case you don't feel like putting on your thinking cap, that's just 10 bucks a month!!)
You know how most people won't stop to pick up a penny anymore? We don't really value our copper, do we? Well, sadly, most people don't really value the poor and needy in our world, either. Too often, we just look the other way and go on indulging ourselves without even realizing we're doing it.
Starbucks, anyone? Pedicure, much? Cable TV subscription? Ten bucks can give you unlimited texting on your cell phone, but it will give FREEDOM FROM OPPRESSION to a real, live young lady in Cambodia. Just TEN BUCKS.
My personal goal is not to find all 1000 of you - I am simply looking for TEN of you who are willing to commit to the Copper Club in the next 24 hours. Your commitment will enable CGI to continue their work in Cambodia where they truly EMPOWER women and girls by teaching them a valuable trade. These ladies then earn a living, gain self-confidence, and are free from the bondage of poverty and the risks of being trafficked. Even better than that is the exposure to the life-changing love of Jesus Christ through CGI - and through YOU!!!
If you are willing to become a member of the Copper Club, please visit this link:
https://app.etapestry.com/hosted/CenterforGlobalImpact/OnlineDonation.html
Simply enter $10 (or more) and select "monthly" for the frequency of giving.
I would appreciate it so much if you would comment on my blog, facebook page, send me an email, etc. to let me know you've joined the Club! When you make your first donation, you wil be added to CGI's e-newsletters and will have the joy of receiving updates about how your "copper" is unleashing the power of change in the lives of Cambodian women and girls.
Together we can carry the love of Christ around the world!
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
No Such Thing as Coincidence
My husband is in Montana for 3 weeks - it's part of his training to become a Geologist. Perhaps that doesn't sound very exciting, but there is a huge GOD STORY behind it all and I'm absolutely thrilled for him. Praise You, Lord!!
In the meantime, I decided that while Mick is away, I would take some time to get my thought life in order. Strange, maybe.. it's not like I couldn't do that while he was home, right? True enough - but with such a break in our normal routine, I thought to myself: how can I make the most of this time apart?
Somehow there is never a shortage of things that God desires (indeed, requires) to be refined in me. I'm thankful that He doesn't overwhelm me with all of my flaws at once, but faithfully chips away - bit by bit - at what is useless in me, and leaves behind something that can shine; something that can be a display of His splendor (Is. 61:3). He is profoundly amazing like that.
I knew almost immediatly that my thought life is where I needed to be focused. "Coincidentally" (not), I picked up a book that I had put down a couple months ago, and lo and behold - right in the middle of the chapter where I'd stopped reading - was this: "In order to enjoy a healthy mind-set, we must, as Oswald Chambers stated, faithfully cultivate and maintain a redeemed thought life."
The chapter went on to discuss in detail our thought life and its impact on us, both positive and negative. Mind you, this isn't the subject matter of this book at all. I didn't expect this in any way when I picked up the book and began reading where I'd left off. And so I bawled like a baby. Why?
Because there's no such thing as coincidence.
Do you ever experience that? Times when God is just SO obvious and SO personal and He just blows you away with His love and grace and involvement in your life? I sure hope so! And if not, then pay closer attention! I am so thankful for those intimate moments; so thankful that He cares enough to remind me that His eye is always upon me; and His heart is always for me. He is my Daddy!!!
As I prepare for Cambodia, I am praying for many different things - not the least of which is that by the time our plane lifts off the ground in Indianapolis, that I will be prepared to minister to the women and girls on the other side of the planet - with a redeemed mind.
Have your way, Lord.
In the meantime, I decided that while Mick is away, I would take some time to get my thought life in order. Strange, maybe.. it's not like I couldn't do that while he was home, right? True enough - but with such a break in our normal routine, I thought to myself: how can I make the most of this time apart?
Somehow there is never a shortage of things that God desires (indeed, requires) to be refined in me. I'm thankful that He doesn't overwhelm me with all of my flaws at once, but faithfully chips away - bit by bit - at what is useless in me, and leaves behind something that can shine; something that can be a display of His splendor (Is. 61:3). He is profoundly amazing like that.
I knew almost immediatly that my thought life is where I needed to be focused. "Coincidentally" (not), I picked up a book that I had put down a couple months ago, and lo and behold - right in the middle of the chapter where I'd stopped reading - was this: "In order to enjoy a healthy mind-set, we must, as Oswald Chambers stated, faithfully cultivate and maintain a redeemed thought life."
The chapter went on to discuss in detail our thought life and its impact on us, both positive and negative. Mind you, this isn't the subject matter of this book at all. I didn't expect this in any way when I picked up the book and began reading where I'd left off. And so I bawled like a baby. Why?
Because there's no such thing as coincidence.
Do you ever experience that? Times when God is just SO obvious and SO personal and He just blows you away with His love and grace and involvement in your life? I sure hope so! And if not, then pay closer attention! I am so thankful for those intimate moments; so thankful that He cares enough to remind me that His eye is always upon me; and His heart is always for me. He is my Daddy!!!
As I prepare for Cambodia, I am praying for many different things - not the least of which is that by the time our plane lifts off the ground in Indianapolis, that I will be prepared to minister to the women and girls on the other side of the planet - with a redeemed mind.
Have your way, Lord.
Sunday, May 8, 2011
Blessed... so I can be a blessing.
I had an amazing Mother's Day today. First thing this morning, my sweet six year old Lauren came into my room smiling and greeted me with a warm hug and a "Happy Mother's Day!"
Next I came upon a wonderfully packaged little gift on our bathroom countertop. Thinking my husband had forgotten to hide it from me, I resisted the urge I always have to peek. I was soon happily surprised to find out that I was allowed to "peek" right then and there... inside were sapphire and diamond earrings set in silver! L.O.V.E. them - and LOVE him!
Downstairs my three children blessed me with cards they each picked out for me, along with some more jewelry! We all had breakfast together - yummy french toast - prepared with love by my doting husband. I sprinkled mine with powdered sugar like we used to do growing up - a nod to my own mom this Mother's Day. Wish I could have spent the afternoon with her, but we did chat on the phone and I got to tell her that I love her. She's amazing.
The morning was topped off with worshipping our Lord in church together. Doesn't get better than that... but it did continue to be practically perfect in every way.
Lunch was grilled steaks, green beans and scrumptious yeast rolls. This meal was also prepared by my adoring hubby; and the dishes and left-overs were taken care of by the kids.
The afternoon included a short nap (yay me!) and then some fun and relaxing shopping at the mall.
Today has been REFRESHING to say the least. We've had a lot of stress in our lives lately, but today felt like a sweet reprieve from all that. This Mother's Day will hold a special place in my heart. It was like a big hug from God. And it was a reminder to me of how very much I love, love, love my family. We are all healthy and provided for and safe. My husband and children mean more to me than I can adequately express.
I'm sure many of you can relate to these same feelings in regard to your loved ones. And really, it's just scratching the surface when compared to how much God love, love, loves YOU and ME - and every person on the face of the planet.
I earnestly pray that God will continue to grow my heart in a purer love for my family - and for the entire world. I pray that He will continue to grow my heart in a deeper love for the women and girls of Cambodia - and that He will guide my every thought and word and deed while I am serving Him there this summer... and beyond.
So on this Mother's Day, I pray for all the Cambodian mothers.. and all the Cambodian daughters.. whose hearts are aching and breaking under the weight of poverty and oppression and sickness and slavery.. while my heart is brimming with joy and blessing.. oh God, how I pray that you will USE ME and that you will USE WHAT YOU HAVE BLESSED ME WITH to bring hope to the hopeless - through the power of Jesus Christ. For there is NONE LIKE YOU!
Next I came upon a wonderfully packaged little gift on our bathroom countertop. Thinking my husband had forgotten to hide it from me, I resisted the urge I always have to peek. I was soon happily surprised to find out that I was allowed to "peek" right then and there... inside were sapphire and diamond earrings set in silver! L.O.V.E. them - and LOVE him!
Downstairs my three children blessed me with cards they each picked out for me, along with some more jewelry! We all had breakfast together - yummy french toast - prepared with love by my doting husband. I sprinkled mine with powdered sugar like we used to do growing up - a nod to my own mom this Mother's Day. Wish I could have spent the afternoon with her, but we did chat on the phone and I got to tell her that I love her. She's amazing.
The morning was topped off with worshipping our Lord in church together. Doesn't get better than that... but it did continue to be practically perfect in every way.
Lunch was grilled steaks, green beans and scrumptious yeast rolls. This meal was also prepared by my adoring hubby; and the dishes and left-overs were taken care of by the kids.
The afternoon included a short nap (yay me!) and then some fun and relaxing shopping at the mall.
Today has been REFRESHING to say the least. We've had a lot of stress in our lives lately, but today felt like a sweet reprieve from all that. This Mother's Day will hold a special place in my heart. It was like a big hug from God. And it was a reminder to me of how very much I love, love, love my family. We are all healthy and provided for and safe. My husband and children mean more to me than I can adequately express.
I'm sure many of you can relate to these same feelings in regard to your loved ones. And really, it's just scratching the surface when compared to how much God love, love, loves YOU and ME - and every person on the face of the planet.
I earnestly pray that God will continue to grow my heart in a purer love for my family - and for the entire world. I pray that He will continue to grow my heart in a deeper love for the women and girls of Cambodia - and that He will guide my every thought and word and deed while I am serving Him there this summer... and beyond.
So on this Mother's Day, I pray for all the Cambodian mothers.. and all the Cambodian daughters.. whose hearts are aching and breaking under the weight of poverty and oppression and sickness and slavery.. while my heart is brimming with joy and blessing.. oh God, how I pray that you will USE ME and that you will USE WHAT YOU HAVE BLESSED ME WITH to bring hope to the hopeless - through the power of Jesus Christ. For there is NONE LIKE YOU!
Sunday, May 1, 2011
The Great Abolitionist
I recently attended an event, "The Power of One", in Cincinnati with the Center for Global Impact and friends. The purpose of the event was to raise awareness about human trafficking and modern-day slavery. There were many organizations represented, all with a passion for bringing justice to the victims - and their perpetrators.
As a friend and I perused the various booths, gathering information and reading about the different organizations, we were struck with a deep sadness that this type of event is even necessary. And yet, we were also filled with HOPE - that there are people willing to step in and "rescue those being led away to death." One the one hand, it is tragic that this problem even exists. On the other hand, praise God that He is raising up an army who is willing to fight for justice and liberty - to be a voice for those who have no voice.
God is indeed raising up modern-day ABOLITIONISTS - those who advocate for the abolition of slavery. And I cannot help but be reminded, that those of us who claim Christ as Lord and Savior, have already been freed by the greatest Abolitionist of all time - Christ Himself.
When you were slaves to sin, you were free from the control of righteousness. - Romans 6:20
But now that you have been set free from sin and have become slaves to God, the benefit you reap leads to holiness, and the result is eternal life. - Romans 6:22
Use your freedom to set others free! There are many things you can do to become an abolitionist. Be informed, volunteer your time, open your pocketbook, write to Congress, share the plight with others, and above all... PRAY.
Some things can ONLY be accomplished through the prayers of God's people. He ordained it that way: He has delivered us from such a deadly peril, and he will deliver us. On him we have set our hope that he will continue to deliver us, as you help us by your prayers. Then many will give thanks on our behalf for the gracious favor granted us in answer to the prayers of many. - 1 Cor. 1:10-11
As a friend and I perused the various booths, gathering information and reading about the different organizations, we were struck with a deep sadness that this type of event is even necessary. And yet, we were also filled with HOPE - that there are people willing to step in and "rescue those being led away to death." One the one hand, it is tragic that this problem even exists. On the other hand, praise God that He is raising up an army who is willing to fight for justice and liberty - to be a voice for those who have no voice.
God is indeed raising up modern-day ABOLITIONISTS - those who advocate for the abolition of slavery. And I cannot help but be reminded, that those of us who claim Christ as Lord and Savior, have already been freed by the greatest Abolitionist of all time - Christ Himself.
When you were slaves to sin, you were free from the control of righteousness. - Romans 6:20
But now that you have been set free from sin and have become slaves to God, the benefit you reap leads to holiness, and the result is eternal life. - Romans 6:22
Use your freedom to set others free! There are many things you can do to become an abolitionist. Be informed, volunteer your time, open your pocketbook, write to Congress, share the plight with others, and above all... PRAY.
Some things can ONLY be accomplished through the prayers of God's people. He ordained it that way: He has delivered us from such a deadly peril, and he will deliver us. On him we have set our hope that he will continue to deliver us, as you help us by your prayers. Then many will give thanks on our behalf for the gracious favor granted us in answer to the prayers of many. - 1 Cor. 1:10-11
Saturday, March 12, 2011
Who Are You?
Think for a moment about who you are... and who others know you to be.
I bet we could all come up with a very big list of ways that we identify ourselves. Mine would include some of the following:
Wife, Stay-at-Home-Mom, Stepmom, Daughter, Sister, Aunt, Friend, Neighbor, Work-from-Home-Employee, Women's Ministry Leader, Teacher, Soccer Mom, Dance Mom, etc..
And if we got into the nitty-gritty of what each of these invidual roles entails, take Mom for example, the list of "sub-roles" like cook, taxi-driver, accountant, nurse, counselor, etc. could truly go on and on. When you think about it, there are multiple ways that we are able to identify who we are in life.
By far, the most important identity in my life is who I am in Christ. Truly - knowing that I am a cherished Daughter of the Most High King - is what grounds me and gives me purpose in all my other roles.
But for those in our world who are in literal slavery, their only way of identifying themselves is: Piece of Property. Talk about a heart-wrenching identity!
Many precious Cambodian girls are forced into a life of slavery, resulting in an identity that feels less than human. These sweet girls never know the freedom of being a wife, a mom, a friend... they never experience the joys we all take for granted: the anticipation of a birthday party, the time spent on a personal hobby, the fellowship and wisdom gained from a Wednesday morning bible study, or the ability to keep ourselves physically fit through the exercise class of our choosing. This list goes on and on, as well.
The only dream of enslaved girls - if they even dare to dream it - is for freedom.
Next time you think about who you are, be thankful that you have such a treasured possession: your identity. If I can impact even one life by traveling to Cambodia this summer, and expose just one girl's heart to the love that Jesus has for her - and the freedom and identity He gives - it will be worth it to me. It will be worth it to her. And it will be worth it to Jesus.
Would you consider partnering with me through prayer and/or a financial contribution? You can do so at the top of this page - securely - through Paypal or with the credit/debit card of your choice. I am 2/3 of the way to being fully funded for this trip. And I promise you - the return on your investment will have eternal rewards. SHE IS WORTH IT!
I bet we could all come up with a very big list of ways that we identify ourselves. Mine would include some of the following:
Wife, Stay-at-Home-Mom, Stepmom, Daughter, Sister, Aunt, Friend, Neighbor, Work-from-Home-Employee, Women's Ministry Leader, Teacher, Soccer Mom, Dance Mom, etc..
And if we got into the nitty-gritty of what each of these invidual roles entails, take Mom for example, the list of "sub-roles" like cook, taxi-driver, accountant, nurse, counselor, etc. could truly go on and on. When you think about it, there are multiple ways that we are able to identify who we are in life.
By far, the most important identity in my life is who I am in Christ. Truly - knowing that I am a cherished Daughter of the Most High King - is what grounds me and gives me purpose in all my other roles.
But for those in our world who are in literal slavery, their only way of identifying themselves is: Piece of Property. Talk about a heart-wrenching identity!
Many precious Cambodian girls are forced into a life of slavery, resulting in an identity that feels less than human. These sweet girls never know the freedom of being a wife, a mom, a friend... they never experience the joys we all take for granted: the anticipation of a birthday party, the time spent on a personal hobby, the fellowship and wisdom gained from a Wednesday morning bible study, or the ability to keep ourselves physically fit through the exercise class of our choosing. This list goes on and on, as well.
The only dream of enslaved girls - if they even dare to dream it - is for freedom.
Next time you think about who you are, be thankful that you have such a treasured possession: your identity. If I can impact even one life by traveling to Cambodia this summer, and expose just one girl's heart to the love that Jesus has for her - and the freedom and identity He gives - it will be worth it to me. It will be worth it to her. And it will be worth it to Jesus.
Would you consider partnering with me through prayer and/or a financial contribution? You can do so at the top of this page - securely - through Paypal or with the credit/debit card of your choice. I am 2/3 of the way to being fully funded for this trip. And I promise you - the return on your investment will have eternal rewards. SHE IS WORTH IT!
Thursday, March 3, 2011
Just One Person
As we look at the problems of the world, we often lament: How can I really even make a difference? I'm just one person!
Consider this: Has ONE PERSON ever made a difference in YOUR life?
I read a heart-breaking true story today. A grown woman recalled walking home from school one afternoon when she was just 10 years old. Along the way, she was assaulted by a group of teenage boys who knocked her to the ground and laughed wildly as they beat her up: kicking her, pulling her hair, hitting her and scratching her face while she screamed and cried.
As she was struggling and crying, she saw a boy standing across the street on the sidewalk, silently watching. This little girl screamed at the top of her lungs, "Help meeeee!"
He just stood there.
She screamed again, "Go get someone!"
He didn't move.
The teen boys eventually gave her one last shove before they ran off, leaving her with not just physical injuries - but a traumatized soul.
I cannot state strongly enough that this is what is happening to young girls in Cambodia on a daily basis - only to a more horrifying degree!!!
Are we going to be like the boy across the sidewalk? Aware of their plight, but standing silent and unmoved? Do we think that because this problem is half a world away that God is okay with this kind of response from us?
God is clear: Give justice to the poor and the orphan; uphold the rights of the oppressed and the destitute. ~ Psalm 82:3
Half a world away, a little girl is screaming out: Help meeeee! Go get someone!
I want her to know that help is on the way - because Almighty God in heaven heard her cry and He came and "got me". He said: Rescue the poor and helpless; deliver them from the grasp of evil people. ~ Psalm 82:4
Can one person really make a difference? I know my answer. What's yours?
Consider this: Has ONE PERSON ever made a difference in YOUR life?
I read a heart-breaking true story today. A grown woman recalled walking home from school one afternoon when she was just 10 years old. Along the way, she was assaulted by a group of teenage boys who knocked her to the ground and laughed wildly as they beat her up: kicking her, pulling her hair, hitting her and scratching her face while she screamed and cried.
As she was struggling and crying, she saw a boy standing across the street on the sidewalk, silently watching. This little girl screamed at the top of her lungs, "Help meeeee!"
He just stood there.
She screamed again, "Go get someone!"
He didn't move.
The teen boys eventually gave her one last shove before they ran off, leaving her with not just physical injuries - but a traumatized soul.
I cannot state strongly enough that this is what is happening to young girls in Cambodia on a daily basis - only to a more horrifying degree!!!
Are we going to be like the boy across the sidewalk? Aware of their plight, but standing silent and unmoved? Do we think that because this problem is half a world away that God is okay with this kind of response from us?
God is clear: Give justice to the poor and the orphan; uphold the rights of the oppressed and the destitute. ~ Psalm 82:3
Half a world away, a little girl is screaming out: Help meeeee! Go get someone!
I want her to know that help is on the way - because Almighty God in heaven heard her cry and He came and "got me". He said: Rescue the poor and helpless; deliver them from the grasp of evil people. ~ Psalm 82:4
Can one person really make a difference? I know my answer. What's yours?
Friday, February 18, 2011
Sabotaging Your Freedom?
It is for freedom that Christ has set us free. Stand firm, then, and do not let yourselves be burdened again by a yoke of slavery. ~ Galatians 5:1
As part of a ministry leadership team, I have the amazing privilege of knowing and serving many, many women - of all ages, backgrounds, positions in life, etc. God has given me such a love for these women, even those whose names I don't yet know... because I do know this: they are daughters of the King, He loves them, and He has a beautiful story to tell about Himself through their life story.
As exciting as it is to know this, it is sometimes accompanied with sadness. I know from personal experience that as women, while we have experienced great joy in our salvation, we often can become "burdened again by a yoke of slavery". I have felt this burden and have been guilty of sabotaging my own freedom in Christ.
Sometimes our perspective in life becomes inappropriately skewed by various things: financial anxiety, relational conflict, inner turmoil over past sin, the futility of the daily grind, seemingly "unanswered" prayers, and the list goes on..
But Christ has called us to a life of freedom! As we allow this freedom to take root in our very heart and soul, God will plant seeds within us that will grow and blossom into His purpose for our lives - a purpose much greater than we could ever dream up on our own.
I will always remember those first days of real freedom in my walk with Christ and the feeling of absolute amazement that God could use me because I was finally FREE. That feeling - and that freedom - remains because of my decision to believe Galatians 5:1. As a result, I am both privileged and humbled to go and be used of God among those who desperately need freedom (physical, emotional, and spiritual) in Cambodia.
What about you? Are you sabotaging your freedom? Will you decide today to walk in the freedom that Jesus paid such a high price to give you? Someone else's life may just depend on your answer.
It is for freedom that Christ has set us free. Stand firm, then, and do not let yourselves be burdened again by a yoke of slavery. ~ Galatians 5:1
As part of a ministry leadership team, I have the amazing privilege of knowing and serving many, many women - of all ages, backgrounds, positions in life, etc. God has given me such a love for these women, even those whose names I don't yet know... because I do know this: they are daughters of the King, He loves them, and He has a beautiful story to tell about Himself through their life story.
As exciting as it is to know this, it is sometimes accompanied with sadness. I know from personal experience that as women, while we have experienced great joy in our salvation, we often can become "burdened again by a yoke of slavery". I have felt this burden and have been guilty of sabotaging my own freedom in Christ.
Sometimes our perspective in life becomes inappropriately skewed by various things: financial anxiety, relational conflict, inner turmoil over past sin, the futility of the daily grind, seemingly "unanswered" prayers, and the list goes on..
But Christ has called us to a life of freedom! As we allow this freedom to take root in our very heart and soul, God will plant seeds within us that will grow and blossom into His purpose for our lives - a purpose much greater than we could ever dream up on our own.
I will always remember those first days of real freedom in my walk with Christ and the feeling of absolute amazement that God could use me because I was finally FREE. That feeling - and that freedom - remains because of my decision to believe Galatians 5:1. As a result, I am both privileged and humbled to go and be used of God among those who desperately need freedom (physical, emotional, and spiritual) in Cambodia.
What about you? Are you sabotaging your freedom? Will you decide today to walk in the freedom that Jesus paid such a high price to give you? Someone else's life may just depend on your answer.
It is for freedom that Christ has set us free. Stand firm, then, and do not let yourselves be burdened again by a yoke of slavery. ~ Galatians 5:1
Sunday, February 13, 2011
To Know Him & Be Like Him
I will never stop being amazed by God - never. And yet I realize that as much as He amazes now, I will be utterly blown away when I am able to behold His glory forever and ever!! I look forward to that day, but for now, I will continue to seek Him here on earth.
I will seek His forgiveness, for I am still so very flawed.
I will trust in His mercy, for I am very good at condemning myself for those flaws.
I will sing His praises, for I have been forever changed by His redeeming love.
I will tell of His goodness, for He has set me free and given me new life in Him.
And Lord willing, I will go to Cambodia this summer, on a mission to share the good news of His forgiveness; to speak of the hope that His mercy is new every single day; to sing praises as I witness lives being transformed by His redeeming love; and to proclaim His goodness - HE SETS CAPTIVES FREE and GIVES NEW LIFE.
My God is a personal God. And each day, He continues to teach me through His word what it means to know Him and be like Him:
"He gave justice and help to the poor and needy, and everything went well for him. Isn't that what it means to know me?" says the LORD. ~ Jer. 22:16
The righteous care about justice for the poor, but the wicked have no such concern. ~ Prov. 29:7
I treasure your prayers as I seek to do God's will. Specific requests:
That I will develop a hunger for God and His word that is insatiable.
That my life, and the lives of those I meet in Cambodia, will never be the same - to the glory of God.
That God will pierce the darkness in Cambodia with the light of Truth.
That my financial support will come in quickly, in order to make this trip a reality.
I so appreciate all of you who have taken the time to even read this.
I will seek His forgiveness, for I am still so very flawed.
I will trust in His mercy, for I am very good at condemning myself for those flaws.
I will sing His praises, for I have been forever changed by His redeeming love.
I will tell of His goodness, for He has set me free and given me new life in Him.
And Lord willing, I will go to Cambodia this summer, on a mission to share the good news of His forgiveness; to speak of the hope that His mercy is new every single day; to sing praises as I witness lives being transformed by His redeeming love; and to proclaim His goodness - HE SETS CAPTIVES FREE and GIVES NEW LIFE.
My God is a personal God. And each day, He continues to teach me through His word what it means to know Him and be like Him:
"He gave justice and help to the poor and needy, and everything went well for him. Isn't that what it means to know me?" says the LORD. ~ Jer. 22:16
The righteous care about justice for the poor, but the wicked have no such concern. ~ Prov. 29:7
I treasure your prayers as I seek to do God's will. Specific requests:
That I will develop a hunger for God and His word that is insatiable.
That my life, and the lives of those I meet in Cambodia, will never be the same - to the glory of God.
That God will pierce the darkness in Cambodia with the light of Truth.
That my financial support will come in quickly, in order to make this trip a reality.
I so appreciate all of you who have taken the time to even read this.
Thursday, February 10, 2011
"Hidden" Blessings
My precious daughter, Lauren, was born in April 2005 with a mild-to-moderate hearing loss in both ears. This was discovered because of a mandatory hearing screening the hospital performs shortly after birth. Lauren failed the hospital test - twice - and we were assured by staff that about 95% of babies who fail in the hospital, pass with flying colors at their one-month retest. Lauren was part of the 5% who don't pass!
By the time she was four months old, Lauren was fitted with her first hearing aids. We have always been so grateful for the hearing screen. Without it, we aren't sure when we would have realized there was a problem. Lauren's hearing loss is not profound, but it is great enough that it caused a speech delay - and a delay in her comprehension of things that others her age already grasp.
Fast-forward: Lauren is almost 6 and doing exceedingly well in all areas. Last April, she had a great check-up at the doctor's office upon turning 5. In August of 2010, Lauren entered Kindergarten and gets to spend half of her day with just two other hearing impaired students as they are taught by their amazingly wonderful Special Ed. teacher. She LOVES it.
This past November, the school performed a vision screening test and I was expecting Lauren to do just great. After all, her vision was 20/30 in both eyes at her 5 year check-up in April. The test results came back and indicated great vision in Lauren's right eye, but only 20/100 in her left eye. We repeated the test at home and sure enough, when covering Lauren's right eye, she said, "I can't see!"
We were pretty concerned - that's a quick deterioration of vision in such a short time. A few days later, we discovered that Lauren's eyes are healthy (no cataracts, tumors, etc!) and that she has refractive amblyopia (lazy eye). This was a relief! And there is hope that with time, her vision can be corrected with the assistance of glasses and eyedrop therapy. And as a bonus, Lauren was VERY excited to find out she would be getting glasses like her big sister, Noelle!
So what does this have to do with my heart for Cambodia? A lot.
Over the past year, my heart has been profoundly and repeatedly touched by the work CGI is doing in Cambodia. My desire to go and be a part of the work God is doing there has only increased with time. I eagerly follow the updates from Chris Alexander when he is in Cambodia and he recently shared about taking several of the women on the sewing team to see the eye doctor. Most, if not all, of these women had never been to the eye doctor, and they were sharing the one pair of glasses they had among them, to do their sewing!!
Chris said something that really struck me. It's something most of us cannot even comprehend. He said that we take a great deal for granted - and then he said: The poor simply do without.
We think we are 'doing without' if we can't go out to dinner or a movie all month. We think we are 'doing without' if we have to do our own nails or highlight our hair at home. We think we are 'doing without' if our computer/laptop/cell phone/ipod is two years old. We think we are 'doing without' if we can't get our kids EVERYTHING they want for their birthday (our 'poor' kids!).
As you and I sit in the comfort of our home, or Starbucks, or library, or wherever we happen to be.. let's GIVE THANKS for all of the 'hidden' blessings that surround us. If you notice in the list above, in all of those cases.. we aren't doing WITHOUT anything. We still have food to eat and probably a TV w/dvd player to watch, we can still do our nails and our hair, we still have a functional computer and cell phone, and our kids are getting SOMETHING for their birthday this year.
As bad as things can seem, we have SO MUCH to be thankful for: we live in warm homes, in safe neighborhoods, with food in the pantry and clothes in the closets. We have more than enough for today.. including hearing screenings and vision screenings, while the poor simply do without.
All of this is to say that I'm awestruck by the amount of blessing that God surrounds us with every day. We might think of them as "hidden" blessings ~ not because they aren't there, but because we can choose to SEE them and give thanks - or not.
Let's choose to SEE today.
By the time she was four months old, Lauren was fitted with her first hearing aids. We have always been so grateful for the hearing screen. Without it, we aren't sure when we would have realized there was a problem. Lauren's hearing loss is not profound, but it is great enough that it caused a speech delay - and a delay in her comprehension of things that others her age already grasp.
Fast-forward: Lauren is almost 6 and doing exceedingly well in all areas. Last April, she had a great check-up at the doctor's office upon turning 5. In August of 2010, Lauren entered Kindergarten and gets to spend half of her day with just two other hearing impaired students as they are taught by their amazingly wonderful Special Ed. teacher. She LOVES it.
This past November, the school performed a vision screening test and I was expecting Lauren to do just great. After all, her vision was 20/30 in both eyes at her 5 year check-up in April. The test results came back and indicated great vision in Lauren's right eye, but only 20/100 in her left eye. We repeated the test at home and sure enough, when covering Lauren's right eye, she said, "I can't see!"
We were pretty concerned - that's a quick deterioration of vision in such a short time. A few days later, we discovered that Lauren's eyes are healthy (no cataracts, tumors, etc!) and that she has refractive amblyopia (lazy eye). This was a relief! And there is hope that with time, her vision can be corrected with the assistance of glasses and eyedrop therapy. And as a bonus, Lauren was VERY excited to find out she would be getting glasses like her big sister, Noelle!
So what does this have to do with my heart for Cambodia? A lot.
Over the past year, my heart has been profoundly and repeatedly touched by the work CGI is doing in Cambodia. My desire to go and be a part of the work God is doing there has only increased with time. I eagerly follow the updates from Chris Alexander when he is in Cambodia and he recently shared about taking several of the women on the sewing team to see the eye doctor. Most, if not all, of these women had never been to the eye doctor, and they were sharing the one pair of glasses they had among them, to do their sewing!!
Chris said something that really struck me. It's something most of us cannot even comprehend. He said that we take a great deal for granted - and then he said: The poor simply do without.
We think we are 'doing without' if we can't go out to dinner or a movie all month. We think we are 'doing without' if we have to do our own nails or highlight our hair at home. We think we are 'doing without' if our computer/laptop/cell phone/ipod is two years old. We think we are 'doing without' if we can't get our kids EVERYTHING they want for their birthday (our 'poor' kids!).
As you and I sit in the comfort of our home, or Starbucks, or library, or wherever we happen to be.. let's GIVE THANKS for all of the 'hidden' blessings that surround us. If you notice in the list above, in all of those cases.. we aren't doing WITHOUT anything. We still have food to eat and probably a TV w/dvd player to watch, we can still do our nails and our hair, we still have a functional computer and cell phone, and our kids are getting SOMETHING for their birthday this year.
As bad as things can seem, we have SO MUCH to be thankful for: we live in warm homes, in safe neighborhoods, with food in the pantry and clothes in the closets. We have more than enough for today.. including hearing screenings and vision screenings, while the poor simply do without.
All of this is to say that I'm awestruck by the amount of blessing that God surrounds us with every day. We might think of them as "hidden" blessings ~ not because they aren't there, but because we can choose to SEE them and give thanks - or not.
Let's choose to SEE today.
Monday, February 7, 2011
Another Chance?
Have you ever wished for another chance at something? A do-over? Most of us have probably failed miserably or sinned grievously at some point in life and longed for a fresh start; a chance to try again and get it right.
Many, many years ago, I was in this predicament in a big way. I had sinned grievously again. I was ashamed and scared, but I was also blessed with many family members and friends who were willing to forgive and who encouraged me as I sought the Lord for a new beginning.
However...there was one person during this time whose response was different from all the rest, whispering to me: "You won't get another chance."
At the time, I responded with a feeble: "I know" and then prayed - and eventually believed - that I would never stray from my Lord again. Sadly, years later...I did. And for the better part of the next decade I lived in the shadow of those words: "You won't get another chance."
I believed for so long that God could never use me; that He really couldn't even possibly love me after everything I'd done; and that I couldn't be free from the guilt and shame of my sins unless I had the forgiveness of every person that I'd wronged. Well, God had something else in mind. I was a slow learner, but He finally got it through my thick skull that the kinda of forgiveness that brings freedom is found ONLY in Jesus Christ. And Jesus paid a HIGH PRICE for my freedom. So how dare I go around hanging my head in shame after His clear demonstration of love for me; His offering of Himself for me on a cruel cross to give me another chance!!
Rest assured, God will never say to you: "You won't get another chance."
God says to you: "My love never ends! My mercies never cease. I am faithful to you; My mercies begin afresh each morning." (see Lam. 3:22-23)
I never dreamed of a trip to Cambodia, or a trip to anywhere "mission-related." I like beaches and surf and sun - not to mention safe food & drinking water and a comfy hotel! But this is one more unexpected answer to years of praying. My journals are full of countless entries, crying out to God, "Lord, use me!" - "Lord, CAN YOU use me?" - "Oh, Lord, I love you...please use me! Don't let my life be a waste."
Can you even imagine, after some of what these Cambodian women and girls have been through, how the darkness of shame must cloud their hearts and minds? How they must believe: I'll never have another chance.
Oh Lord Jesus, you came to proclaim good news to the poor, to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim freedom for the captives and release from darkness for the prisoners. You came to proclaim that we always have another chance with You!
I want to be like you, Lord. I want to go and proclaim it, too!
Many, many years ago, I was in this predicament in a big way. I had sinned grievously again. I was ashamed and scared, but I was also blessed with many family members and friends who were willing to forgive and who encouraged me as I sought the Lord for a new beginning.
However...there was one person during this time whose response was different from all the rest, whispering to me: "You won't get another chance."
At the time, I responded with a feeble: "I know" and then prayed - and eventually believed - that I would never stray from my Lord again. Sadly, years later...I did. And for the better part of the next decade I lived in the shadow of those words: "You won't get another chance."
I believed for so long that God could never use me; that He really couldn't even possibly love me after everything I'd done; and that I couldn't be free from the guilt and shame of my sins unless I had the forgiveness of every person that I'd wronged. Well, God had something else in mind. I was a slow learner, but He finally got it through my thick skull that the kinda of forgiveness that brings freedom is found ONLY in Jesus Christ. And Jesus paid a HIGH PRICE for my freedom. So how dare I go around hanging my head in shame after His clear demonstration of love for me; His offering of Himself for me on a cruel cross to give me another chance!!
Rest assured, God will never say to you: "You won't get another chance."
God says to you: "My love never ends! My mercies never cease. I am faithful to you; My mercies begin afresh each morning." (see Lam. 3:22-23)
I never dreamed of a trip to Cambodia, or a trip to anywhere "mission-related." I like beaches and surf and sun - not to mention safe food & drinking water and a comfy hotel! But this is one more unexpected answer to years of praying. My journals are full of countless entries, crying out to God, "Lord, use me!" - "Lord, CAN YOU use me?" - "Oh, Lord, I love you...please use me! Don't let my life be a waste."
Can you even imagine, after some of what these Cambodian women and girls have been through, how the darkness of shame must cloud their hearts and minds? How they must believe: I'll never have another chance.
Oh Lord Jesus, you came to proclaim good news to the poor, to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim freedom for the captives and release from darkness for the prisoners. You came to proclaim that we always have another chance with You!
I want to be like you, Lord. I want to go and proclaim it, too!
Friday, February 4, 2011
God Said "Yes".
So many prayers have already been answered since my heart was captured by the women and girls of Cambodia. I want to keep a record of those answered prayers and give God the praise that is due Him! Today I would like to share just one.
I mentioned previously that I am involved with Ignite for Women; and as part of Ignite's leadership team, I was compelled to begin praying that Ignite would have an impact AROUND THE WORLD. I wasn't sure how this would play out, but it was one of those thoughts that you KNOW didn't originate with you - you know it came from the Spirit.. and so I believed with all my heart that God was going to raise up women from among us to GO and SHARE THE GOOD NEWS of Jesus Christ in a hurting world.
As I've grown in my relationship with Jesus (and I still have sooo far to grow), He has enabled me to begin taking the focus off of me and to be much more interested in others. You might compare it to a photographer who always likes to use her zoom lens. There are many marvelous, exciting, beautiful things to behold all around her, but she is so focused on that one thing, she misses it all! Oftentimes, my lens (and maybe yours) has been set on the zoom mode; so focused on my life, my family, my church, my friends' lives, etc. Over time, God began to widen the lens in my life and my heart - to see and behold all the other marvelous ways in which He desires to use me. I'm liking the panoramic view!
I believe God desires for all of us to 'widen our lens', to step outside our comfort zone, to reach out beyond our safe, comfy church groups (where I know I sure like to be!), for the sake of His Name and His glory.
But please don't get me wrong... fellowship with other believers is wonderful and powerful and beneficial for building up the Body of Christ. Proverbs 27:17 (NLT) says: As iron sharpens iron, so a friend sharpens a friend. But let's not stop there. Jesus said to his followers: The harvest is great, but the workers are few. So pray to the Lord who is in charge of the harvest; ask him to send more workers into his fields.
There's a great big field outside our church doors!
When I began praying that Ignite would make an impact around the world, I really didn't expect I would be part of the answer. But God indeed said "YES" to those prayers when He said "GO" to me.
I mentioned previously that I am involved with Ignite for Women; and as part of Ignite's leadership team, I was compelled to begin praying that Ignite would have an impact AROUND THE WORLD. I wasn't sure how this would play out, but it was one of those thoughts that you KNOW didn't originate with you - you know it came from the Spirit.. and so I believed with all my heart that God was going to raise up women from among us to GO and SHARE THE GOOD NEWS of Jesus Christ in a hurting world.
As I've grown in my relationship with Jesus (and I still have sooo far to grow), He has enabled me to begin taking the focus off of me and to be much more interested in others. You might compare it to a photographer who always likes to use her zoom lens. There are many marvelous, exciting, beautiful things to behold all around her, but she is so focused on that one thing, she misses it all! Oftentimes, my lens (and maybe yours) has been set on the zoom mode; so focused on my life, my family, my church, my friends' lives, etc. Over time, God began to widen the lens in my life and my heart - to see and behold all the other marvelous ways in which He desires to use me. I'm liking the panoramic view!
I believe God desires for all of us to 'widen our lens', to step outside our comfort zone, to reach out beyond our safe, comfy church groups (where I know I sure like to be!), for the sake of His Name and His glory.
But please don't get me wrong... fellowship with other believers is wonderful and powerful and beneficial for building up the Body of Christ. Proverbs 27:17 (NLT) says: As iron sharpens iron, so a friend sharpens a friend. But let's not stop there. Jesus said to his followers: The harvest is great, but the workers are few. So pray to the Lord who is in charge of the harvest; ask him to send more workers into his fields.
There's a great big field outside our church doors!
When I began praying that Ignite would make an impact around the world, I really didn't expect I would be part of the answer. But God indeed said "YES" to those prayers when He said "GO" to me.
Thursday, February 3, 2011
Captivated by Cambodia
I was immediately captivated.
In early 2010, I was introduced to a group of beautiful Cambodian women – albeit not in person, but via a slide show presented by The Center for Global Impact (CGI). These precious women make beautiful make-up bags, tote bags, purses, and more, which are then sold in the US. These ladies are affectionately called ‘the sewing team.' But this is no ordinary business endeavor; this is Jesus Christ at work in a very real, tangible way.
Through the initiatives of CGI, Cambodian women and girls in poverty-stricken areas are being provided with opportunities to learn a vocation - thereby empowering their families and protecting girls from the risk of being trafficked.
Perhaps you’ve heard stories about human trafficking or seen photos of those living in destitution, and responded like I have on too many occasions - shaking your head in disbelief, wiping away tears of sadness and pain – and then going on with life as if it really isn’t happening at all. But something changed in me the day I “met” these women in a slide show. The Holy Spirit moved in my heart in a profound way and I knew I had been fully captivated. I knew I had to GO..
Speaking of going.. will you go with me on a little detour? For nearly three years, I have been involved with Ignite Women. During the first year of this ministry, God broke the chains of shame in my life – I was truly free – and I was able to shed the garment of shame I’d worn for years; trading it in for a cloak of salvation and redemption. As a result, God literally opened the doors of ministry in my life, and I was in awe of Him. Me?? Leading other women in their walk with Christ?? I had only dared to dream of such a thing – but I have a Daddy in heaven Who delights in making His little girls’ dreams come true.
That is why, Lord willing, I am traveling to Cambodia this July. Because “little girls” of all ages in Cambodia need to know they have a Daddy in heaven who longs to make their dreams come true – and that they, too, can lead others to life in Him.
CGI will guide a group of women from my church through Phnom Penh, Battambang, and Siem Reap, visiting the various programs they have implemented – and introducing us to women and girls whose lives have been forever changed as a result.
My own sweet little girl will soon be six years old and I praise God that she is safe, healthy, and does not live in fear as some do in Cambodia. But if I were the mom halfway around the world whose daughter was at risk, I would desperately long for someone to come and help us!
God has called me to go and help.
I would be so humbled if you would pray for this endeavor – that it will please the Lord, change lives, and bring Him glory! Lord willing, this is not a one-time venture for me. I believe this trip will define who I am and what I do for Jesus for the rest of my life.
In early 2010, I was introduced to a group of beautiful Cambodian women – albeit not in person, but via a slide show presented by The Center for Global Impact (CGI). These precious women make beautiful make-up bags, tote bags, purses, and more, which are then sold in the US. These ladies are affectionately called ‘the sewing team.' But this is no ordinary business endeavor; this is Jesus Christ at work in a very real, tangible way.
Through the initiatives of CGI, Cambodian women and girls in poverty-stricken areas are being provided with opportunities to learn a vocation - thereby empowering their families and protecting girls from the risk of being trafficked.
Perhaps you’ve heard stories about human trafficking or seen photos of those living in destitution, and responded like I have on too many occasions - shaking your head in disbelief, wiping away tears of sadness and pain – and then going on with life as if it really isn’t happening at all. But something changed in me the day I “met” these women in a slide show. The Holy Spirit moved in my heart in a profound way and I knew I had been fully captivated. I knew I had to GO..
Speaking of going.. will you go with me on a little detour? For nearly three years, I have been involved with Ignite Women. During the first year of this ministry, God broke the chains of shame in my life – I was truly free – and I was able to shed the garment of shame I’d worn for years; trading it in for a cloak of salvation and redemption. As a result, God literally opened the doors of ministry in my life, and I was in awe of Him. Me?? Leading other women in their walk with Christ?? I had only dared to dream of such a thing – but I have a Daddy in heaven Who delights in making His little girls’ dreams come true.
That is why, Lord willing, I am traveling to Cambodia this July. Because “little girls” of all ages in Cambodia need to know they have a Daddy in heaven who longs to make their dreams come true – and that they, too, can lead others to life in Him.
CGI will guide a group of women from my church through Phnom Penh, Battambang, and Siem Reap, visiting the various programs they have implemented – and introducing us to women and girls whose lives have been forever changed as a result.
My own sweet little girl will soon be six years old and I praise God that she is safe, healthy, and does not live in fear as some do in Cambodia. But if I were the mom halfway around the world whose daughter was at risk, I would desperately long for someone to come and help us!
God has called me to go and help.
I would be so humbled if you would pray for this endeavor – that it will please the Lord, change lives, and bring Him glory! Lord willing, this is not a one-time venture for me. I believe this trip will define who I am and what I do for Jesus for the rest of my life.
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